The war in the heavens is intensifying. We’ve all felt it these past couple of weeks on so many levels. For me the pressure to quit, act in my flesh and just say bump it has been stronger than it’s ever been. Yesterday I said “I’m going home taking a shower and going out to eat just because. Of course the bottom continued to drop out and it kept raining. Lol. I still did it. When I got to IHOP (I wanted to go so many other places but it was so hard to even get dressed but I pushed through) all I said while sitting in my car was….
“Nevertheless, not my will but yours”.
All I can say was a calm and a peace came over me that felt so good. I got up this morning with the same feeling. With tears in my eyes and a smile on my face I want each of you to know that total surrender is real. When we need Jesus more than anything and we just give “it” up (whatever it is) is when the tangible peace & power of God comes (remember Jesus in Gethsemane). Love you and know that this to shall pass.
Love,
Black Mama
The Travel Babe 